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i thought that by filling my empty stomach, i would somehow fill my empty soul, mind n heart...

but i was wrong...now that it's filled...
it's more obvious that it is my heart n mind that is empty...
when im asleep,i woke up due to pressure building up as hours passed..
when im awake, my eyes n mind wanted to just shut down coz im reluctant to face this cruel world..

izit possible that there's 2 different "you" living in your body???

i feel so schizophrenic now~
izit okay to not feel okay??
izit okay to not be okay??
izit okay when u're supposed to be okay but u're not okay at all??


Today... one of my professors told us that if he was to be given a chance to choose again...he wouldn't be taking medicine again...cz most of us was not exposed to medicine n took this due to rumors and things we heard from outsiders... like he did...picking this field bcoz his peers did...

at that point, it reminds me of how i "HAPPEN" to get involved in this rat race...

BUT
the thing is...we cant jz make a U-turn in this matter..
=.='''

if only time can just be turned back to the point i made this decision...

"If Today Was Your Last Day"


"If Today Was Your Last Day"

My best friend gave me the best advice
He said each day's a gift and not a given right
Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind
And try to take the path less traveled by
That first step you take is the longest stride

If today was your last day
And tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past
Donate every dime you have?
If today was your last day

Against the grain should be a way of life
What's worth the prize is always worth the fight
Every second counts 'cause there's no second try
So live like you'll never live it twice
Don't take the free ride in your own life

If today was your last day
And tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past
Donate every dime you have?
Would you call old friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories
Would you forgive your enemies?
Would you find that one you're dreamin' of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you finally fall in love
If today was your last day

If today was your last day
Would you make your mark by mending a broken heart?
You know it's never too late to shoot for the stars
Regardless of who you are
So do whatever it takes
'Cause you can't rewind a moment in this life
Let nothin' stand in your way
Cause the hands of time are never on your side

If today was your last day
And tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?

Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past
Donate every dime you have?
Would you call old friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories
Would you forgive your enemies?
Would you find that one you're dreamin' of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you finally fall in love
If today was your last day


該不該擱下重重的殼

尋找到底那裡有藍天

隨著輕輕的風輕輕的飄
你靜得像都不敢歇忑

我要一步一步往上爬
等待陽光靜靜看著它的臉

小小的天有大大的夢想

重重的殼掛著輕輕的仰望

我要一步一步往上爬

在最高點撐著夜往前飛

讓風吹乾流過的淚痕

總有一天我有屬於我的天


i need INTENSIVE CBT & SuPPortive therapy~

bff?

a fren told me..
if u r best fren with somebody n if she's important to u, u ll always remmber her...

i thought of some1...a fren i treat as my bff...
n apparently she doesnt tot of me as often as i tot of her...

so, i decided to stop thinking of her
~period~

All about love?

i was never a big fan of HK movies...
(well, i adores HK drama though..lol)
However, I watched a movie lately, that surprisingly, appeared interesting to me...
(hahaha....as someone told me just now..this movie mmg "ngam" me...)

well...back to the movie..
..it might not be the best production but i like the "moral of the story"-part of the movie..

1)never discriminate single mothers!

2)never discriminate homosexuals or rather bisexuals..
(well...to me, sexuality is like a preference thing..somebody likes this and the others might like different things...why do you have to force ppl to like what u like?)

3) it is ALWAYS better to prevent than to cure...
(i'm NVER againsst premarital sex BUT make sure you do enough precaution steps if u do not want to hit the jackpot..)

4) babies are not something u can just "take it out"... PLZ BE RESPONSIBLE~~~
(and it is not easy to sara a baby when u cant even support urself...to support his/her education etc need ALOTTA MONEY n dedication...so,if u happen to be studying/unprepared, plz think b4 u do something...)

5) commitment is a big thing and it matters...
(when u wants to have a relationship, plz be prepared to give him/her ur 100% commitment..plz don't hurt the person that u-loved-and-loves-u-back..it dont only hurts you but also give a very big impact to the person's life..)

ps:read the synopsis here...
OMG...finallly finished crapping after few days~hahaha...
next--> oopss...more to crap?!