..iT's bRand neW yeAR...

HAPPY 2010!!

::haPPy 2010...haPPy 1sT anniveRsarY::

...weee...
...it'S neW yeaR...
..it's 2010...
...izit to0 late to makE few nw Year res0luTion??...

..guess not kowt...
...hmm...
...at least i h0pe so..

...nway...
...let's keep it shoRt n swEEt...

...1st...
....h0pe tat thinGs g0es well...

...2nd...
...bE a beTTer me...

...3rd...
...pUt m0re effOrt...

...4th...
....gr0w uP...hmm..i mean...emotionally n maturIty...

...lasTly...
...h0pe t0 find my prince CharMing so0n...hahaha....

..oya...
...haPPy annIversaRy t0 my bl0ggie...

.update...

...it's been s0 l0ng sinCe i laSt updaTe my bLog...
...beeN a Lil bZy laTely siNce it'S o&g...
...hmm...
...eVrythNg is s0 nEw n bLur...
...tireD evRydaY...
...buSY evRyday...
...i duno...

...kla...

...MERRY CHRISTMAS...

gTn-oh-gtN

guEss wat??
..mY daD juST shOw me daT he'S taKing suBlinGual GTN...
...haiZ...
...iT nOt oNly adD hiS buRden bUt it ALso aDd sTress tO mE...

...coz it meANs...
...daMn...i reaLLy goNna woRk haRder aS he CanT taKe muCh sTress anYmorE...

..spEciaLLy deDicatEd tO u..

...u sAid daT nO oNe unDerstaNds u...

...i meAn iM nOt pIcKing sidE...

...i uNderStanD ur circUmstANces...
...bUt u sHud asO unDersTand oTheR ppL's thOughtS asO...
...i mEan diFFereNt peOple haVe diFFereNt prIority...
...d0n'T u gEt it??...
...d ThinGs i SaId iS nOt tO hUrt u oR to SHoW daT wHo's wRoNg & wHo's riGHt...
...iS daT i ThInk daT i sHud tEll u daT...
...sOmetiMes tO dO soMetHng,thEre's maNy waY oF aPProaChing...

...iF i dUn caRe,i wUd jUst shUt my daMn mOuth...
...bUt iF u wAnna InterPreT iT daT waY,i cOulD do ANytHinG...

...dO waTevA u wAnTla...

p.s.::i LovE u...

..raNd0m..

>,<

Dear Sharon Tan, below are your PSYCHOLOGY PERSONALITY test result:

You love the crowd... a party animal!
Too many “friends”, you can’t easily tell which among them is real and not...

You hide your emotions...
Sometimes pretending to be always happy. Sometimes, not giving even a hint of what you really feel.

You search for love...
you’re a hopeless romantic and every time you enter a relationship, you give your all and believe “this is the One.”

You appreciate simple things in life...
You hate complicating things that’s why you’re typically up-front in any aspect.

You’re an ideal boyfriend/girlfriend...
You don’t care if your partner doesn’t really love you as long as you love him/her. You give your all...

You’re undoubtedly good-natured!
Most of the time, people are confident to approach you because they know you will consider them.

You’re independent!
You’re also risky just like the bajaken who sail in the vast and dangerous ocean to look for treasures!

Money is like love;
it kills slowly and painfully the one who withholds it,
and enlivens the other who turns it on his fellow man.

~sPeciaL annOuncement~

....WEEE~~~....

....I'M HOME....

...yes...

...u heard It rIte...

...Me IN taIpinG noW...

...eNdiNg is aLsO a NEW beGinning....

...tiS is d eNding of mY surGery p0stIng...

..i duNo i Shud B hAppY or SaD..

...happY cz i kinDa suRviveD 1 moRe poSTing...

...BUt iT alsO meaNs daT iM 1 sTep cLoseR to 0&g...aka...dePartment oF oraNg2 gaRang...

...y iZit d m0st scaRY posTing iN d 3rd yEar??...

...hmmm..well...
...besIdes d LonG houRs...
...d ScaRY nUrses...
...d WarDr0unDs...
...d oNcaLLs...
...d wOrkloaD...
...d lEctureRs daT love tO maRah stUdent...

...it'S aLso d p0sTing wiT d HIGHEST failuRe raTE...
---->hEnce,iM liKe deAdmeaT...


...hoWever,it'S noT aLL bad...

...cZ o&g asO meaNs BABIES...wee~
...1 goOd reaSon 4 me t0 LOvE o&g...
...n HopeFullY cOuld maKe me stRong enuF t0 suRviVe tiS p0stIng...

~pRay 4 me ppl~

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

I want your ugly
I want your disease
I want your everything
As long as it's free
I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love)

I want your drama
The touch of your hand
I want your leather-studded kiss in the sand
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love)

You know that I want you
And you know that I need you
I want it bad, your bad romance

I want your love and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
(Oh-oh-oh--oh-oooh! )
I want your love and
All your lovers' revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

I want your horror
I want your design
'Cause you're a criminal
As long as your mine
I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love-uuhh)

I want your psycho
Your vertigo shtick
Want you in my rear window
Baby you're sick
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love)

You know that I want you
('Cause I'm a freak bitch baby! )
And you know that I need you
I want a bad, bad romance

I want your love and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
(Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh! )
I want your love and
All your lovers' revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

Walk, walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that bitch crazy

Walk, walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that bitch crazy

Walk, walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that bitch crazy

Walk, walk passion baby
Work it
I'm a freak bitch, baby

I want your love and I want your revenge I want your love I don't wanna be friends

Je veux ton amour
Et je veux ton revanche
Je veux ton amour
I don't wanna be friends
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
I don't wanna be friends
(Caught in a bad romance)
I don't wanna be friends
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Want your bad romance
(Caught in a bad romance)
Want your bad romance!

I want your love and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
I want your love and
All your lovers' revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Want your bad romance
(Caught in a bad romance)
Want your bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Want your bad romance
(Caught in a bad romance)

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

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...tis is dedicaTed to any1-dat-perasan-i-dedicate-to-them...
...nway,this is my current craze...
...been repeatIng iT oveR & ovEr aGain...

...me HEART lady gaga...

::LaZy ModE aCtiVateD::

...yeah...
...d laZy bUtt0n haD beEn pusHed...
...N it'S w0rKing perfeCtlY...
...yaY...
...hmm...

...doesNt sOund liK a gOod thiNg la...

...hahaha...
...whO careS??...

A bReaK maYbE ??

Anything I'm Not?

I will never be, I will never be tall, no
And I will never be, never ever be sure of it all
Oh, why is the world so cruel to me
When all, all I ever want to be is anything I'm not

Gimme a break, a little escape I am so tired of being me I wanna be free, I wanna be new and different Anything I'm not I'm not

I will never be, I will never be you, no
I will always be, I will always be me, that I know
But oh, even though I'm happy being me
I want to get away from all this harsh reality, oh

Gimme a break, a little escape
I am so tired of being me
I wanna be free, I wanna be new and different
Anything I'm not

Yeah, gimme a break, a little escape
I am so tired of being me
I wanna be free, I wanna be new and different
Anything I'm not
Anything I'm not
Oh, anything I'm not

Gimme a break, a little escape
I am so tired of being me
I wanna be free, I wanna be new and different
Anything I'm not

Yeah, gimme a break, a little escape
I am so tired of being me
I wanna be free, I wanna be new and different
Anything I'm not
Anything I'm not
Anything I'm not
Anything I'm not
Anything I'm not

---------------------------------------------------

...felt like having a long long long break now..
...felt so tired of everything-my life,never-ending-studies,people etc...
...felt so vulnerable now...
...sometimes i wonder what would happen if i did not choose medicine...
...and sometimes...
...all i ever wished for...
...is actually...

~ANYTHING I'M NOT~

...pRis0ner oF l0vE...

I’m a prisoner of love
Prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love
I’m just a prisoner of love
A prisoner of love

heiki na kao de uso wo tsuite
waratte iyake ga sashite
raku bakari shiyou to shite ita

naimononedari buru-su
mina yasuragi wo motomete iru
michitariteru noni ubaiau
ai no kage wo otte iru

taikutsu na mainichi ga kyuu ni kagayakidashita
anata ga arawareta ano hi kara
kodoku demo tsurakutemo heiki da to omoeta
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

Prisoner of love
Prisoner of love
I’m a prisoner of love

yameru toki mo sukoyaka naru toki mo
arashi no hi mo hare no hi mo tomo ni ayumou

I’m gonna tell you the truth
hitoshirezu tsurai michi wo erabu
watashi wo ouen shite kureru
anata dake wo tomo to yobu

tsuyogari ya yokubari ga muimi ni narimashita
anata ni ai sareta ano hi kara
jiyuu demo yoyuu demo hitori ja munashii wa
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

Oh mou sukoshi da yo
Don’t you give up
Oh misutenai zettai ni

zankoku na genjitsu ga futari wo hikisakeba
yori issou tsuyoku hikareau
ikura demo ikura demo ganbareru ki ga shita
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

arifureta nichijou ga kyuu ni kagayakidashita
kokoro wo ubawareta ano hi kara
kodoku demo tsurakutemo heiki da to omoeta
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

I’m a prisoner of love
Prisoner of love
Prisoner of love
I’m just a prisoner of love
I’m a prisoner of love

Stay with me, stay with me
My baby, say you love me
Stay with me, stay with me
hitori ni sasenai

————————————————————-

I’m a prisoner of love
Prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love
I’m just a prisoner of love
A prisoner of love

With an indifferent face you tell a lie
Laughing until you feel sick
“Let’s have nothing but fun” you said

Feeling blue over desiring the impossible
Everyone is seeking tranquility
You’re struggling, but you’ve had enough
Now you’re chasing after a shadow of love

Since the day you appeared
My dull “everyday”s have begun to shine
Now I‘m able to think, “Feeling loneliness, being in pain – that’s not so bad”
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

Through painful times and healthy times,
Stormy days and sunny days, let’s walk on together

I’m gonna tell you the truth
I chose an unforeseeable painful path
and you came to support me
You’re the only one I can call a friend

Fake displays of strength and avarice have become meaningless
I’ve been in love with you since that day
When I’m free, with time to spare, there’s no life in being alone
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

Oh… Just a little more
Don’t you give up
Oh don’t ever abandon me
If the cruelty of reality tries to tear us apart
We’ll be drawn more closely to one another
Somehow, somehow, I have a feeling we’ll be able to stand firm
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

Every day banalities quickly begin to shine brilliantly
You stole my heart that day
Loneliness and pain, I thought I could deal with
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

Stay with me, stay with me
My baby, say you love me
Stay with me, stay with me
Don’t leave me alone again

Translation credits to Arisan.

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...jz iN casE anY1 out thEre reAding been w0nderIng y d0 i p0sT tis s0ng in my bl0g...

...NOPE...

...it'S NOT dat i've been in lovE or anY s0rt yg seWaktU dgNnya..
...iT's juST dat,oveR d yeArs...
...I caMe tO reaLise...
...daT womeN r jusT fRagiLe beIng daT iS oWays cAUght up in theIr LOVEliFe...
...maYb daT's y i duN reaLLy believE iN l0Ve...

...y SHud we faLL in LOve jz to FaLL ouT of loVe evenTuallY??...

...ManIA-sTat3..

..n0t in a go0d n wonderful mo0d 2day...

..hence,went 0ut 4 dinner t0day...

...ate a lot tho i was n0t hungry...

...jz in case,ur wondering y im depressed today...

...ans:i dun-the-fucking-know the ans...

~SO,DON'T ASK~

...nway,let's put on some pic of my pleasure-to-my-tummy-but-guilty-to-my-heart-dinner pic...


...mushr00m s0up...

...i dun knw wat's name...basically it's sum chicken with sum mashed potatoes n salad n some spirals...


...jasMine teA...

...n0t verY nice de ice CreaM...


....d mEal c0me wiTh a c0mpLimentaRy beaR...

...tis is d cutest thing i saw today...so adorable..i wished i had them...

....yummilicious mango snow ice...frm 100 yen...

Everyday I Love You

I don't know, but I believe
That some things are meant to be
And that you'll make a better me
Everyday I love you
I never thought that dreams came true
But you showed me that they do
You know that I learn something new
Everyday I love you

'Cos I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul.

It's a touch when I feel bad
It's a smile when I get mad
All the little things I am
Everyday I love you

Everyday I love you more
Everyday I love you

'Cos I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul

If I asked would you say yes?
Together we're the very best
I know that I am truly blessed
Everyday I love you
And I'll give you my best

Everyday I love you

who r u thinking of at tis moment??

可能是转角的便利店大夜班两点或三点
在收银机的旁边她幻想着新球鞋
点着别人的钱不发一言

在两坪租来的房间 woo 她盯着在泡的泡面
若三分钟就能实现她许愿学费能轻一点
但明天像利息在循环今天

谁会给你(安慰)安慰(了解)了解(当觉得伤悲)
woo 此刻你心里想起谁

谁会陪你(流泪)流眼泪(面对)面对(当心灰意冷)
woo 此刻你心里想起谁 woo

又是一次空白的考卷 woo
努力也未必能胜天 woo
她永远是不起眼没有面目跟在后面
没有人在乎她出不出现

谁会给你(安慰)安慰(了解)了解(当觉得伤悲)
woo 此刻你心里想起谁

谁会陪你(流泪)流眼泪(面对)面对(当心灰意冷)
woo 此刻你心里想起谁

why 我一样也有我的梦 woo 我和你并没有不同
但谁会懂(但谁会懂)(但谁会懂)

(安慰)安慰(了解)了解(当觉得伤悲)
woo 此刻你心里想起谁 到底有没有这个谁

(流泪)流眼泪(面对)面对(当心灰意冷) ya..ya..
此刻你心里想起谁 谁...

他想起远方妈妈的脸生命是艰难的考验

Wang Lee Hom - Who are you thinking of at that moment

ke neng shi zhuan jiao (de) bian li dian
da ye ban liang dian huo san dian
zai shou yin ji de pang bian
ta huan xiang ze xing qiu xie
dian zhe bie ren de qian bu fa yi yan

zai liang ping zu lai de fang jian
ta ding zhe zai pao de pao mian
ruo san fen zhong jiu neng shi xian
ta xi yuan xue fei neng qing yi dian
dan ming tian xiang li xi zai xun huan jing tian

shui hui gei ni
(an wei) an wei
(liao jie) liao jie
(dang jue de shang bei)
woo~ ci ke ni xing li xiang qi shui

shui hui pei ni
(liu lei) liu yan lei
(mian dui) mian dui
(dang yi leng xing hui)
woo~ ci ke ni xing li xiang qi shui

you shi yi ci kong bai de kao juan woo~
nu li ye wei bi neng shen tian
ta yong yuan shi bu qi yan
mei you mian mu geng zai hou mian
mei you ren zai hu ta chu bu chu xian

shui hui gei ni
(an wei) an wei
(liao jie) liao jie
(dang jue de shang bei)
woo~ ci ke ni xing li xiang qi shui

shui hui pei ni
(liu lei) liu yan lei
(mian dui) mian dui
(dang yi leng xing hui)
woo~ ci ke ni xing li xiang qi shui

why wo yi yang ye you wo de meng
woo~ wo he ni bing mei you bu tong
dan shui hui dong..

(an wei) an wei
(liao jie) liao jie
(dang jue de shang bei)
woo~ ci ke ni xing li xiang qi shui

(liu lei) liu lei
(mian dui) mian dui
(dang yi leng xing hui)
woo~ ci ke ni xing li xiang qi shui

ta xiang qi yuan fang ma ma de lian
sheng ming shi jian nan de kao yan

who r u thinking of at tis moment??

=.='''

..aiyakk....damn...im supposed to wake up early to stdy today...hahaha....in d end wake up at 10.30am....hopeless la me...haiz...wen do i learn to not procrastinate n do wat im supposed to do??
*slap*

mY piGGie-pIg??

....Last suNday,me N henGlinG dressEd xiao zhu up...hehehe....

....n draGged syn yee al0ng to take pics...

.....kakakaka....

...i was LMAO dat day...

....i loikkeeee.....

....heng ling posing with my piggie_lurve...

...hye ppl....

...omg...xiao zhu is so heavy...hahaha....

syen yee n her muka-tak-puas-hati...hahaha...

~i believe i can FLY~

it feels so so long since i last updated my post...
....haha...
...padahal it was jz a few days ago...
...tot of lotsa things to write but duno hw to express them in words..

*ok,...i shall think it over n update later ya*

..til then,i shall go 1st...
...cz im supposed to get ready to go out nw...muahaha....n yet...im here typing craps...

~~weeee~~