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IT'S ALREADY THE LAST DAY OF 2010
& i'm stuck here reading mood disorder,trying to figure out what to crap in my cwu...lol...

...MerRY bElateD xMas..
..hope that u had had a joyous 1..
...its funny...

...cos even if sometimes u knew that it would happen...
...evn if u expected it would happen...

u still couldnt help urself but to feel sad,disappointed and afraid

loNG tyMe dIn bAke ^^

..it had been a long long tyme since i last bake...
...believe it or not...
*I ACTUALLY HEART BAKING*
...hahaha...
*creaMpuffS*



*cusTarD cARAmeL caKe*


*jApaNese SpoNge caKe*

...also baked a banaNA cashEwnuT cake..but lupa Take piC..hahha....

my 22nd:)



...hmm...been thinking of updating my blog on my bday celeb...
...but lupa pulak...haha...



ReacH my EXPIRY DATE??


hahaa...guessed wat??i found a label for d expiry date of my 21-yr-old...
hahahhaa....so,wat i did on the last day of my 21 yr ol???
well...i had an anaest-lect-marathon...
hahahahahhaahhaa...so fun??not??

idiotic post...dun read it!!

...in my lyfe, i ve always been surrounded by beautiful n smart ppl...
...mny may see this as a bliss...
yes...i do thnk tis is cool..
i mean..some1 lk me get to b frens wt these ppl...
im lucky...im happy...

yet...sometimes i asked God...
y didnt i get to be as pretty s them??
or at least, as smart as them??
hmm...mayb a lil more slimmer...
*yes..im fat n ugly.....boo to those that love to tease me*

yes...i knw..i might sound ungrateful wit wat i have..
...but..it make me wonder...
....dont u??
these ppl hav good brain,nice look,ppl love them...
but yet ur ntg lk them...

no..i STILL LOVE U GUYS...n this hav ntg to do with u guys..
its abt myslf...since small,i tell myself that we shud nvr compare ourself to others...
cz it wud only make my weaknesses appear more obvious...


BUT IM JUST THAT SHALLOW...
*too bad la...*



倪安東 - Sorry That I Loved You

作詞:倪安東/Skot Suyama
作曲:Skot Suyama

For all of the times that I tried for your smile
For making you think that I was worth the while
So your love love love love love would be mine

For sending you flowers and holding your hand
That no one was there to take a stand
But then love love love made us blind

And I`m so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was fallin in love with you
Im sorry that it came true but sorry doesn`t turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I held you tight

And Im so sorry for...
Making you love me and saying goodbye
For being the one that taught you how to cry
It was love love love and it passed us by

For giving you every thing that you dreamed
For taking it back when I fled the scene
Sorry love, for wasting your time

And I`m so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was fallin in love with you
Im sorry that it came true but sorry doesn`t turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I held you tight

An apology now after all of this time
Won`t make any difference tonight
But im hopin "im sorry" will open your mind
To love love love love in your life


Sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was fallin in love with you
Im sorry that it came true but sorry doesn`t turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right (tonight)
So sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was fallin in love with you (I was falling in love)
Im sorry that it came true but sorry doesn`t turn back time

I`m sorry that I loved you
I`m sorry that I hurt you
I`m so sorry that I loved you
I`m so sorry that I hurt you

I`m sorry that I loved you....

the love note..

...someone once tell me that never wait for others to reward u...
...u ll never know when others is going to do that....
.... but u can always buy urself a gift/pamper urself if u think u deserve it...
...yes..
...y do u have to wait for others do it if u can do it urself??
...nobody is gonna love u if u dun love urself...

...hence....

...reward urself...
...pamper urself...
...love urself...


...cz no one have the responsibility to do that...

the day is coming...

woke up with a heavy and grieving heart yet again...
i saw her again...
i miss her so much...
even after so many years...
yet i was so afraid that someday i would forgot about her...
yet i was so sad if i remmber...

see,hear,tallk

This is already the 6th week of my triad posting...as much as i dislike med skool,i think that tis posting had make me feel rather blessed and grateful that im able to see (fine..with glasses..at least), hear and talk...i guess this is what u feel when u went thru this posting...at least in my case...

i feel so sad when these abilities that all of us had taken for granted might just be the biggest gift someone could give to these children that might not be able to listen to the birds chirping... ...or their mother nagging at them or not able to see and awe at the beauty of the rainbow after an evening rain...

hence, plz do not take what u have for granted bcz u might nvr know when God ll take it back from u...n believe me..those that are able to see, hear or talk is indeed VERY LUCKY...so, be thankful...

break,broke..well,im broken...


it had been ages since i last type sometng here...
eventhough i STILL checked on new post here n there daily
..yes..
i still enjoy peeking n stalking on ppl..
...hahaha....too bad.. :P

ermm...so why havent i post sometng??
had i been extremely busy dat i cudnt find tyme to write??
or had i lost my interest in blogging??
..hmm..

i dun knw
really

it's not dat i ve been hardworking last sem..
in fact, i ve been extremely lazy compared to 3rd yr..
..to d extent dat...
well,only God knws...
*nobody really believe me when i said i dun stdy...f*ck them*

hmm...mayb i jz lost interesst in my surrounding...
i had been extremely sad prev sem...
in fact,this sem too..
cz i've lost too much this 2 sem...
i've been extremely sad to d extent dat it hurts to think abt it or evn when im typing this..
i ve lost him,her,her n EVN her
it's painful
it hurts

y DONT u ppl jz take a knife n stab me instead??
it might be less painful this way..
less suffering too..


i guess sometimes in life..
the more u'r afraid of losing some1,the more likely dat u do..

i did...im afraid of losing them..
but oways in d end,i ll end up losing them..
i feel lk im dying inside soon..
mayb evn someday i died in my room n nobody wud evn find out..
or mayb they wud...when my body rot n filled wt maggots..

...mY 3 weeK stuDy weEk wgich tuRn to hoLiday,,,

it'd been AGES since i last my blog...i haD been reaLly sick,depRessed n stuFF tis sem..it's kinDa funnY hoW thIs firST weeK of my stDy weeK mighT be My haPPiest weeK tis SemeSter...kindA ironic, rEally... :D coz i'Ve beeN reaLLy duo-luO-ing tis weeK...i meaN i shUd be FeeLing guilTy buT im reaLLy HAPPY... muahahahaha.... :P

henCe,i'll think abouT d guilty part next week..heheheheheeeee:)))))

end...

...many things had happen recently...

...suddenly felt dat im all alone now...

m i really a bad person?

...maybe..
...perhaps...
...probably...

...fine...

i am

i oways expected u to understand me...
but, now i realized that...
in the end of the day,u oni think every thng in ur point of view...
i guess me to0 am like u...
ya,so,lets be it...


~the end~

Gr0wing up: i was never the brite kid....n maybe i ll nver be 1...

i guess all my life... to this moment,i was always a freak...

when i was a kid,i hated my life...

i tot of dying...most of the time....

i tot of cutting my wrist...

i tot of being knock by the car....

yes...i stood in the middle of the road often when nobody was watching me...i guess no 1 would ever notice that...coz nobody really care....

i hate being at home..i hate all the beatings i get for someting i din do...i hate all the scolding i got for someting other ppl did...

yet i have to pretend that i was the happiest kid in the block...i guess this is how i acquired my acting skill....even if when my teacher asked me where did i got my scar from..i would tell her dat i fell...even if i got beaten,i still love her...

i have to wash my own school shoes when i was in standard 1...i have to finish all the housechores when i was in stdrd 2...or else i would be beaten...nobody really care if i gt beaten til i bleed...my dad dont...my mum dont...nodody do...i hated my life so much dat i wanted to die so dat i wouldnt need to endure all the pain...

yet...i hate myself for not being brave enough...i guess i wasnt the intelligent one when i was young...i was not even the pretty 1...all i was is the sick 1...

things did improve a lil when she went out to study....i became the 1 in-charge...i get less beating...yet i dun like my life at that point either...

i gotta make sure everything is in control...i was suppose to take care of 3 kids at home...when i was jz 12 or 13...me myself nid ppl to take care of me...did any1 realize i was just a kid at that point....yet i gotta act all grown-up...everyday i have to do d chores n take care of them...they were the lucky 1...cz i was the 1 dat got all the scolding when they did anything wrong...when the house wasnt clean,...when the dishes isnt done,....

stuff was even worse when my granma pass away,...she was the oni 1 dat i could get some love from....she was everytng to me at that part of my life....i broke down when she passed away...why do ppl dat i love had to leave me??

but i guess there was ntg i cud do...but her absence change a big part of my life...i began to at least stdy a lil...n surprisingly,my rsults improved alot...i even began to be top 3 in my school every year...my dad began to look at me alil...from being oni the nanny of the house,i guess i upgraded my status a lil...or maybe more...

i get straight A's in my PMr...n then my dad force me to get into mrSm...mrsM change a large part of my life,...at least,i dun have to worry about other ppl besides myself...i dun have to worry abt any housechores besides my own laundry...

yet,i was reluctant to go in...but my dad's order is like the king's command...i could do ntg to change it...

however,i was glad dat i did...eventhough f4 was not a fairytale,but later on,it became 1 of the lil happy memories i had in my life...i changed the most in this 2 years of my life....from my physique,my habit, my lifestyle, my thinking etc....i began to think that maybe my home is the best place...i surprised myself cz i actually miss dat home dat i hated in my childhood...life is so ironic, aint it??being in mrsm for 2 years actually make me realize that my family actually cares for me actually...i became closer to my eldest sister...at least,she would show up drg weekends when i was sick...or when i was alone...she would call me to wake me up drg exm week...she would even show up when i suddenly call her...she even send me a card b4 the spm trial...at that period of my life,i was glad dat some1 cared abt me...

...to be cont...

5+5=10

...my dad bought me a new lappie...
...miracle...
...lol..

...nEveR beLong....

...i feel EXTREMELY pathetic...
...duno what got into me...
....feeling EXTREMELY down for something EXTREMELY small...
...what the heck??...
....feel like banging my head on the wall...
...so that i could knock some sense into me....
...what the hell is wrong with me??...

...n i still misses u..
...do u even think of me??..
.

超人不会飞

..been googling my dear's song's lyric...
...decided to post it here...

超人不会飞

媽媽說 很多事別太計較
只是使命感找到了我 我睡不著
如果說 罵人要有點技巧
我會加點旋律 你會覺得 超屌
我的 槍 不會裝彈藥
所以放心 不會有人倒
我拍青鋒俠不需要替身因為自信是 我繪畫的顏料

我做很多事背後的意義並非你們想像
拍 個電視劇為了友情與兄弟間的夢想
收視率再高也難抗衡我的偉大理想
因 為我的人生無須再多一筆那獎項
我不知道何時變成了社會的那榜樣
被狗仔拍對他比中指要道歉我要怎樣

我唱的歌詞要有點文化
因 為隨時會被當教材
CNN能不能等英文好一點再訪
時 代雜誌封面能不能重拍
隨時隨地註意形象
要控制飲食不然就跟杜莎夫人蠟 像的我不像
好萊鎢的中國戲院地上有很多手印腳印
何 時才能看見我的獎

如果超人會飛那就讓我在空中停一停歇
再次俯 瞰這個世界 會讓我覺得好一些
拯救地球好累雖然有些疲憊但我還是會
不要問我哭過了沒因為超人不能流眼淚

唱歌要拿最佳男歌 手拍電影也不能只拿個最佳新人
你不參加頒獎典禮就是沒禮貌你去參加就是代表你很在乎
得獎時你感動落淚人家就會覺得你誇張做作
你沒 表情別人就會說太囂張如果你天生這表情
那些人甚至會怪你媽媽
結果最後是別人在得獎你也要給予充分的掌聲與微笑
開的車不 能太好 住的樓不能太高
我到底是一個創作歌手還是好人好事代表
專輯一出就必須是冠軍拍了電影就必須要大賣
只能說當 超人真的好難

如 果超人會飛那就讓我在空中停一停歇
再次俯瞰這個世界 會讓我覺得好一些
拯救地球好累雖然有些疲憊但我還是會
不要問我哭過了沒因為 超人不能流眼淚

since i cant read chinese,so here's d pinyin lyrics...

Māmā shuō hěnduō shì bié tài jìjiào
Zhǐshì shǐmìng gǎn zhǎodào le wǒ wǒ shuì bù zháo
Rúguǒ shuō màrén yào yǒudiǎn jìqiǎo
Wǒ huì jiādiǎn xuánlǜ nǐ huì juéde chāo diǎo
Wǒ de qiāng bù huì zhuāng dànyào
Suǒyǐ fàngxīn bù huì yǒurén dào
Wǒ pāi qīng fēng xiá bù xūyào tìshēn yīnwèi zìxìn shì wǒ huìhuà de yánliào

Wǒ zuò hěnduō shì bèihòu de yìyì bìngfēi nǐmen xiǎngxiàng
Pāi gè diànshìjù wèile yǒuqíng yǔ xiōngdì jiān de mèngxiǎng
Shōushì lǜ zài gāo yě nán kànghéng wǒ de wěidà lǐxiǎng
Yīnwèi wǒ de rénshēng wúxū zài duō yībǐ nà jiǎngxiàng
Wǒ bù zhīdào héshí biànchéng le shèhuì dì nà bǎngyàng
Bèi gǒuzǎi pāi duì tā bǐ zhōngzhǐ yào dàoqiàn wǒ yào zěnyàng

Wǒ chàng de gēcí yào yǒudiǎn wénhuà
Yīnwèi suíshí huì bèi dāng jiàocái
CNN néng bùnéng děng yīngwén hǎo yīdiǎn zàifǎng
Shídài zázhì fēngmiàn néng bùnéng chóng pāi
Suíshí suídì zhùyì xíngxiàng
Yào kòngzhì yǐnshí bùrán jiù gēn dù shā fūrén làxiàng de wǒ bù xiàng
Hǎo lái wù de zhōngguó xìyuàn dìshàng yǒu hěnduō shǒuyìn jiǎoyìn
Héshí cáinéng kànjiàn wǒ de jiǎng

Rúguǒ chāorén huì fēi nà jiù ràng wǒ zài kōngzhōng tíng yī tíngxiē
Zàicì fǔkàn zhège shìjiè huì ràng wǒ juéde hǎo yīxiē
Zhěngjiù dìqiú hǎo lèi suīrán yǒuxiē píbèi dàn wǒ háishì huì
Bùyào wèn wǒ kū guò le méi yīnwèi chāorén bùnéng liú yǎnlèi

Chànggē yào ná zuì jiānán gēshǒu pāi diànyǐng yě bùnéng zhǐ ná gè zuì jiā xīnrén
Nǐ bù cānjiā bānjiǎng diǎnlǐ jiùshì méi lǐmào nǐ qù cānjiā jiùshì dàibiǎo nǐ hěn zàihū
Dé jiǎng shí nǐ gǎndòng luò lèi rénjiā jiù huì juéde nǐ kuāzhāng zuòzuo
Nǐ méi biǎoqíng biérén jiù huì shuō tài xiāozhāng rúguǒ nǐ tiānshēng zhè biǎoqíng
Nàxiē rén shènzhì huì guài nǐ māmā
Jiéguǒ zuìhòu shì biérén zài dé jiǎng nǐ yě yào jǐyǔ chōngfèn de zhǎngshēng yǔ wéixiào
Kāi de jū bùnéng tài hǎo zhù de lóu bùnéng tài gāo
Wǒ dàodǐ shì yīgè chuàngzuò gēshǒu háishì hǎorén hǎoshì dàibiǎo
Zhuānjí yī chū jiù bìxū shì guànjūn pāi le diànyǐng jiù bìxū yào dà mài
Zhǐ néng shuō dāng chāorén zhēn de hǎo nán

Rúguǒ chāorén huì fēi nà jiù ràng wǒ zài kōngzhōng tíng yī tíngxiē
Zàicì fǔkàn zhège shìjiè huì ràng wǒ juéde hǎo yīxiē
Zhěngjiù dìqiú hǎo lèi suīrán yǒuxiē píbèi dàn wǒ háishì huì
Bùyào wèn wǒ kū guò le méi yīnwèi chāorén bùnéng liú yǎnlèi

n i HEART d meaning...
*ermm..i mean briefly like dat kua...correct me if im wrong...*

Mother said there's many things that should not be haggled about
I just found a sense of fate, that I couldn't fall asleep
If the scolding needs some technique
Then I would add some melody to it, and you would think that it's so "Diao"(aka cool...lolx..)
My gun would not be loaded
So rest assured that no one will be downed
I don't need a substitute when i shot
青鋒俠I(aka The Green Hornet) , because confidence is my color

A lot of things that i do did had a different meaning than what you'd thought
Filming a TV series is about friendship and d dreams we had
No matter how high the ratings, it'll be hard to keep up with the great idea of mine
Because i dont need another one of those awards in my life
I didn't know when did I become a role model in the society
when i shot d paparazzi with my middle finger,i had to apologize

The lyrics i sang must be decent
Because at any time, it might become teaching material
Can CNN be programmed when English level become better
Time Magazine cover can it be retake
Take care of your image anywhere and anytime
Had to control of my diet, or else, it wont look like my statue in
Madame Tussauds
There's a lot of hand-prints and footprints at d Holliwood Chinese Theater
when is it the time to see mine

If Superman can fly, let me stop for a rest in the air
overlooking the world again, it would make me feel better
Saving the Earth is so tiring,
eventho it is a lil tiring,yet I'll still do it
Don't ask me had I cried, because Superman can't have tears

Singing, must get the best male artist
Act in a movie, cant just win the Best New Actor
If you don't attend award ceremonies,then it's rude..if you attend it,it means you cared alot,
Award winners that r touched that they cried,then people would think that you are only exaggerating
If you're expressionless,then people would say that you r arrogant
n if you are naturally expressionless,then they might even blame your mother
N if finally,if it's other people tat got d award, you must still clapped n smile
the car tat u drive cant be too good
the house tat u stay cant be too high up
am I actually a singer,or am I d good person or even an representative?
if I were to release an album,then, it must be a hit album
if i were to act in a mvie,then,it must b a selling one
I can only say that to become a Superman is really difficult

If Superman can fly, let me stop for a rest in the air
overlooking the world again, it would make me feel better
Saving the Earth is so tiring,
eventho it is a lil tiring,yet I'll still do it
Don't ask me had I cried, because Superman can't have tears

...I'm NOT 超人...

...at last my hubby released his single...
...am so excited cz it means it's abt time dat he's releasing an album..

~YAY~

...it's been a long long tyme since he released an album...
...n i miss him dearly...
*screw u guys dat dun lk my hubby coz i LOVE him*

...nways,i love his new single...
....well,i love d lyrics...
...i duno y...
...but i somehow felt sad n dpress wen i listen to d song....
... tho d music itself is not those of melancholic style...n is actly kinda soothing type...
...but somehow it makes me think alot today...

...you knw?...

...there's a lot of time, i felt so tired of stuff around me bcoz even if i've tried so hard to portray my role( as a filial daughter...as a good sister...as a trustable fren...as a good student) the best that i could,ppl around me jz seem to jz take it for granted...izit bcoz im not good enuf??i din do enuf??or simply cz im simply hate-a-ble??...

....or maybe i've tried too hard that it irritates ppl??...

...im so afraid of losing ppl around me dat i could simply forgive them for doing anything to me actually...yet i could not portray that cz i dun wana appear vulnerable...i'm too easily bruised n hurt by those words that other ppl said or do...but yet---> my fav word was..."I DONT CARE N I DONT GIVE A DAMN"...

...how ironic is dat??..

...sometimes,i felt like crying so much dat it hurts to even breath...
but i would NEVER do that now...bcoz one of my frens actly thinks im pathetic n he tol me dat everytng dat happen to me is actly "padan muka"...
...i was so hurt at dat time dat i promised myself dat no matter wat happen in d future,i would not evn drop a single tear around him...all the words he said is lk a stab to my heart at dat time...

...i've always been d sister dat takes care of my younger siblings...
...hmm..ok...or mayb more than dat...
...i've never tol any1 tis but im really tired of always had to be there for them...
...sometimes,me too, wanna be the one dat is taken care of...d 1 dat every1 would worry about...
...but yet...
...i could not uttered those words...
...perhaps it's my ego...

...my dad oways had dat expectation on me dat i felt so hard to evn breathe around him..
...i was supposed to take care of my younger sis,my younger bros,their studies..n sometimes,even my mum...
...yet i nid to be really good in my studies...
...im spposed to b d independent 1...
..but can any1 tell him dat i felt so tired of tis life at times dat i felt dat death is an easier ans...
...yet i dun do dat...
...cz i dun wanna be a loser...
...even if i felt so tired,i could not show them in front of my family...
...sometimes my sis said i dont have any facial expression,i mean,it's not dat i dun hav expression...
..it's coz i had to think it few times b4 i could twitch any facial muscle...

...im so tired..

...sMart is d neW SEXY...

...the original version...


...the edited version...

...after such a long long tyme since i last drw someting,i decided to draw again...
...i guess i've lost it...
...hmmm...n0t dat i'm any gud b4 tis...
...juz dat ...u know??....

關於我們之間的事...

關於我們之間的事

會微笑的秀發
在我手中睡覺
這瞬間像永恆
在夢幻的邊緣

Oh也許有一天
我們不再想念
但希望這感覺停留在心裡面

關於愛你我現在愛你
關於愛情我用心很多
關於未來結果會如何
我無法承諾

關於自己我已經足夠
關於彼此我還在學習
關於未來我沒有答案
我無法承諾

hui wei xiao de xiu fa
zai wo shou zhong shui zhao
zhe shun jian xiang yong heng
zai meng huan de bian yuan

Oh ye xu you yi tian
wo men bu zai xiang lian
dan xi wang zhi gan jue
ting liu zai xin li mian

guan yu ai ni.. wo xian zai ai ni
guan yu ai qing.. wo yong xin hen duo
guan yu wei lai jie guo hui ru he.. wo wu fa cheng nuo

guan yu zi ji.. wo yi jing zhu gou
guan yu bi ci.. wo hai zai xue xi
guan yu wei lai.. wo mei you da an wo wu fa cheng nuo

Smiling, graceful hair is asleep on my hand
This moment is like eternity, at the brink of a dream
Oh maybe one day we won't be in love with each anymore
But I hope this feeling remains in our hearts

In regards to loving you, I love you right now
In regards to love, I am very diligent
In regards to the future, I cannot promise what will happen

In regards to myself, I'm already sufficient
In regards to each other, I'm still learning
In regards to the future, I don't have an answer, I can't promise anything



...love is such an uncertainty in lyfe...
...yet many had wasted their whole lyfe searching for it...
...nobody could promise any1 anything...

....love,sharon...

ps:check out the mv here...

...playing around...

...let me show u wat a PENGANGGUR BERJAYA do in her leisure time...




-the pleasure to SYOK SENDIRI-

...i miss zoo negara...

??CAN U BLIV IT??
..its been a long long tyme since i updated my blog...
...humm...duno y...jz dun hav d motivation to write lately...
...it's nt lik i hav tonnes of things to do,..

1 reason

IM LAZY

Liu Li Yang 刘力扬- Li Wu/ gift

终于可以在今天划上句点
zhong yu ke yi zai jin tian hua shang ju dian
一整夜翻阅 过去画面
yi zheng ye fan yue guo qu hua mian
快想不起我们为何会诀别
kuai xiang bu qi wo men wei he hui jue bie
只看到那双你送的鞋
zhi kan dao na shuang ni song de xie

走一步又一步
zou yi bu you yi bu
我才发现绕了个 圈
wo cai fa xian rao le ge quan
走了好几年又回到原点
zou le hao ji nian you hui dao yuan dian

*你送的礼物会不会太特别
ni song de li wu hui bu hui tai te bie
毫不避讳那不安的传言
hao bu bi hui na bu an de chuan yan
但渐行渐远习惯到没感觉
dan jian xing jian yuan xi guan dao mei gan jue
难 道你早想要我走远
nan dao ni zao xiang yao wo zou yuan

你送的礼物在此刻好体贴
ni song de li wu zai ci ke hao ti tie
陪我回忆把过往走一遍
pei wo hui yi ba guo wang zou yi bian
穿了这些年 难免会有污点
chuan le zhe xie nian nan mian hui you wu dian
就像每段爱总会有终 点
jiu xiang mei duan ai zong hui you zhong dian*

世上最残酷的恐怕是时 间
shi shang zui can ku de kong pa shi shi jian
困住人一切却还向前
kun zhu ren yi qie que huan xiang qian
干涸的眼再挤不出一点咸
gan he de yan zai ji bu chu yi dian xian
爱到如此可悲的境界
ai dao ru ci ke bei de jing jie

走一步又一步
zou yi bu you yi bu
却跟不上你的脚步
que gen bu shang ni de jiao bu
你满意了为什么我却只想要哭
ni man yi le wei shen me wo que zhi xiang yao ku


repeat * to*

你说做自己吧我们都做回自己哦~
ni shuo zuo zi ji ba wo men dou zuo hui zi ji
不要再为爱受委屈
bu yao zai wei ai shou wei qu

你送的礼物原来是一场劫
ni song de li wu yuan lai shi yi chang jie
终于分别夙命一样准确
zhong yu fen bie su ming yi yang zhun que
可笑到想要你赔给我时间
ke xiao dao xiang yao ni pei gei wo shi jian
爱情有时廉价得可怜
ai qing you shi lian jia de ke lian

光 著脚我一路奔跑鲜血
guang jiao wo yi lu ben pao xian xie
泪水一路狂飙
lei shui yi lu kuang biao
收起我的骄傲
shou qi wo de jiao ao
承认曾经备受煎熬
cheng ren ceng jing bei shou jian ao
鞋上那记号只有你能明了
xie shang na ji hao zhi you ni neng ming liao
过了这一夜我就全忘掉
guo le zhe yi ye wo jiu quan wang diao

...funny life...

...it's funny sumtims dat u feel sad n worried 4 somebody else's prob...
...as a matter of fact,i shud be happy nw...
...y shud i worried about somebody dat doesnt care dat im worried...
...i feel ridiculous...

...not in a gud mood...

moliu...hahaha...

...i wanna blog abt my trip to pg...
...but MALAS...
...lolx...

~too bad~

...sad sad MAD life....


..tis is like d saddest thing on earth....

...just wanna share a pic...
...she's so pretty kan?...
....wish i'm as pretty as her...
....fair,pretty,thin n i like her song...
...so opposite with me kan??...
*hey...opposite attract ma...*

...signing off...

...dim-a-sum day...











...tis is like d most presentable dim sum in tpg...
...lolx...it sound sad...
...but...
...taiping IMPROVED...

...on a saturday morning...

well...supposed to post this last saturday...
...but it's saturday...n it's holiday...
...so...I'M LAZY~~

...haha..



*teman my mum to pasar*


*one of my fav*

*my mum ask me wat i wan to "yong"...n i tol her i wan TOMATOES...lolx*


*then...off to tpg lake garden to jalan2*







*go curi tgk my lil bros n cheer for them...n they hate me for dat...cz it's a guy-thing...they think it's embarassing...n i like tis fact..muahaha...i'm d evil sister...*




*sambil jalan2...i saw monkey crossing the wires...*






*my lil bros' fav...*

*the end product....my yong tomatoes...it's kinda hav a sour-y taste of tomato + yong tofu taste..*