i LOOK like crazie gal now..hahaha...

feel like crying

i mean like

SUDDENLY

is there anythng im worried off subconsciously??

is there anytng im sad about??

or mayby

should i be feeling worried??

should i be feeling sad??

i dunoo...

...oh shawwtyy..

...it's ur bday...

....hahahapppyyy bday baybehhh....

...i guessed u had really grown up..

dont you??

...oh my...

...once upon a tyme... ur just so lil...

...once upon a tyme... u need my help in everything...

but now..u're all grown up...

n how i miss it when ur small n lil...

ps:im not talking abt my son..hahahahhaa...

everytime i see you

everytime i hear yr voice talking to others

it simply remind me that u hate me

it simply remind me that i'm hiding my sadness...my tears...my feelings

it's like some1 took off the bandage that is concealing my wound

a wound that i hope i dint know of its existence...

this must be the longest write-up i've ever done

cz i did it for 2 bloody years

boo sharon~~~

...feel so sad inside...

...yet have to look elated outside..

it had been a week

how can i ignore u for so long?

plz forgive me