Sometimes

Sometimes, things don't go my way..

Hence, I'm afraid to move unless I need to...

Sometimes, things go wrong when they are supposed to go right..

Hence, I remained in the center, reluctant to take any wrong-turns..

Sometimes, i'm so afraid to lose,

Hence, i chose to give up b4 i try my best..

Sometimes, i'm so afraid of good-byes,

Hence, I bid farewell b4 others do...

Sometimes, i'm so afraid of failure,

Hence, I failed myself even b4 starting the journey...

"Sometimes" does not really happen at times..

And yet, bcoz im so afraid of that "sometimes", i stayed the same place since then...

Somehow, Someway, Someday perhaps..

As much as i knew the importance of education,

I somehow wished that i would not need to study hard..

As much as I knew how everyone like pretty people,

I somehow wished inner beauty counts more than what we had outside...

As much as I need money,

I somehow wished money is a small matter...

As much as I knew I need to be dedicated & responsible,

I somehow wished there is moment that I could be rebellious...

As much as I knew we need to think for others,

I somehow wished somebody could think for me too...

As much I loved being independent...

I somehow wished I had a shoulder to lean on and someone to depend on...

~Because I'm feeling EXTREMELY tired~

+p.e.r.i.o.d+