"Breaking The Habit"

Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again

[Bridge:]
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

[Chorus:]
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again

[Bridge:]
I dont want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

[Chorus:]
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight

[Bridge:]
I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends

[Chorus:]
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
to show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I’m breaking the habit
Tonight

Fergie - "Labels or Love"

Lately,i decided to make tis song my ultimate THEME song...lalala~~

"Labels or Love"

Shopping for labels.. shopping for love
Manolo and Louis.. its all Im thinking of
Shopping for labels.. shopping for love
Manolo and Louis.. its all Im thinking of

Already know what my addiction is
I be looking for labels.. I aint looking for love
I shop for purses while I walks out the door
Dont cry.. buy a bag and get over it
And.. Im not concerned with all the politics
Its a lot of men I know I could find another

and I know that Im always happy when I walk out the store.. store
Im guess I'm Supercalifragisexy [she stole that from prince!].. nothing to be playing with
I love him.. hate him.. kiss him.. diss him try to walk a mile in my kicks

(CHORUS)
Loves like a runway but which one do I love more
No emotional baggage.. just be festive with Dior
Loves like a runway so whats all the fussing for
Let's stop chasing those boys and shop some more

1,2 1,2,3 turn the lights on

I know I might come off as negative
I be looking for labels.. I aint looking for love
But relationships are often so hard to take
and Prada dresses never broke my heart before
And.. ballin's something that my feet are with
I'ma do the damn thing, watch me do the damn thing.
Cuz I know that my credit card will help me put out the flames

Im guessing Supercalifragi-sexy.. nothing to be playing with
I love him.. hate him.. kiss him.. just Im trying to walk a mile in my kicks

(CHORUS)

Gucci.. Fendi.. Prada purses.. purchasing them finer things
Men they come a dime a dozen.. just give me them diamond rings
Im into a lot of bling.. Cadillac Chanel and Coach
Fellas boast but they cant really handle my female approach
Buying things that's hard to say
Rocking Christian or Leger.. Manolo or Polo taking photos in my Cartier
So we cant go all the way.. I know you might hate it but
Im a shop for labels while them ladies lay and wait for love...

=speechless=

sharon tan arr~~~

c0me on,dear....plz wake up now....plzz...plzzz...plzzzz...
haizzz....how can u leave dat damn essay empty???....
haizz...i aso dunno wat to do with d...
the rest aso wrong3...sumore gt empty geh...

ok2...u can pack ur notes with u to read it drg holidayzz d....'YAY'!!
im so damn fucking "PRoUD" wit u....

true??

ok...thanks to miss tham...i fell in love with the on9 psychology test...
hahahaha...

Here is the analysis:

• You are easy to understand.
• How ambitious you are depends on the height that you answered, which is: top.
• You try to please everyone, the size of this personality as seen by others is medium.
• Diamond means stubborn personality.
• You are also superior and impressive.
• You are not an opportunist.
• Your best friend is the one you need when you are in trouble.

hahaha...true ke??

I'm so dead...

opppsiiee...

it's wed d,baru stdy 4 lecture notes 4 GIT...
im lik "OH-MY-GOD"-ing nw...
somebody HELP me...

maybe Dr.Swaminathan was right after all-
"if God is everywhere,then y din He help me?"

Im so so so dead nw..

tis is even funnier...

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

wkaakakaka...ok...m damn bored...

opss...i m supposed to stdy lah...

funny!!!

Saw tis in yinyee's page...so,i gave it a try coz im damn bored...

find quite true...lol...aint them???

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

haizz....it's coming!!!

it's coming AGAIN!!!
i'm scared,terrified n worried...
can he plz go away???
i felt so helpless nw...

One Of The BoYS ??

"One Of The Boys"

I saw a spider
I didn't scream
Cause I can belch
The alphabet
Just double dog
Dare me
And I chose
Guitar over ballet
And I take
These suckers down
Because they just
Get in my way
The way
You look at me
Is kinda like
A little sister
You high-fived
your goodbyes
And it leaves me
Nothing but blisters

[Chorus]
So I don't want to be
One of the boys
One of your guys
Just give me a chance
To prove to you tonight
I just wanna be one of the girls
Pretty in pearls
Not one of the boys

So over the summer
Something changed
I started reading 17
And shaving my legs
And I study
Lolita religiously
And I walked
Right into school
And caught you
Drooling over me
Cause I know
What you know
But now your gonna have
To take a number
It's OK
Maybe one day
But not until you give my
Diamond ring

[Chorus]
Cause I don't want to be
One of the boys
One of your guys
Just give me a chance
To prove to you tonight
That I just wanna be
your homecoming queen
paint a poster dream
Not one of the boys

I wanna be a flower
Not a dirty weed
And I wanna smell
Like roses
Not a baseball team
And I swear
Maybe one day
Your gonna
Wanna make out
Make out, make out
With me

(Don't wanna be)
Don't want to be
(Don't wanna be)
Don't want to be
(Don't wanna be)

[Chorus]
Cause I
I don't wanna be one
One
One of the boys
I just wanna be
one of the girls
So pretty in pearls
Not one of the boys

iM dying..

Im suff0cating...

Am I trying to0 hard?? My fren once told me dat the more a person wanna change herself and pushes herself too much,in the end her thoughts would take control of her mind and the reverse effects is gonna happen...is this happening to me??

Im trying very3 hard to change.I wanna change-I NEED to change...I don't wanna live a life with no meaning.I don't wanna be some1 dat ll ruin other ppl's life.Hence, changes is a MUST...

SomebOdy plz help me...Im dying inside..I feel so sad and depressed..Im beginning to hate myself..coz i cant even do something so simple..WHY canT i change my laziness??y musT i proscratinate?God,if you're there,y din u teach me wat to do??

I wanna cry out loud..I wanna lie on somebody's shoulder and cry it ALL out..BUT, im afraid to show ppl the real me..I don't wana be vulnerable..I wanna be strong..I need to be strong...coz i know my daddy put a lot of hope and expectation on me..But, i wanna tell him dat his hope is killing me and strangling me slowly...I cant breathe...but,at the same time,i dont wanna let you down...this is wat u want rite??

Yesterday,somebody asked me-"when are you going to live for yourself and not for anybody else??"..His words really caught me speechless...I don't know what to answer...coz even me dunno when am i gonna stop living for some other ppl...

i NEED to change..

After so many years,i finally think i need a change badly and hoping a new hairstyle would help..would it???