2nd week in Internal Med

my 2nd week had just passed..it had been a slow 1...feel rather guilty really...din really had any input at all...been sleeping most of the days as i think i needed good sleep...my heart ady "merajuk" and tis terrifies me...shall try to have good rest no matter what...

as the weeks go by,im starting to think am i suitable to become a good doctor??i cant stand to see my patients in pain and tis put pain in my heart..many of my frens would have a thought in their mind that they dont wanna be a patient in future but...im thinking dat..y wud i nid to b the 1 dat instill pain in these ppl...ya...i noe...tat doc do this for the sake of the sick...but why must i be the 1 dat see this kinda suffering??