...day by day...
...it passed by...
... every beat it goes...
...every second it moves...
...i could feel it taking over n conquering my body..
..but..
...i could not help myself but to ask...
did it took care of my mind n soul too??
running away...
..im running home again..
...sumhow im feeling real lonely this week...
...i'm impressed on how i manage to smile n laugh with those ppl that hurt me so deeply this whole week...
im afraid of
loneliness
so,i chose to be alone
im afraid of
losing
so, i chose to give up
im afraid of
being ugly
so,i chose to dress up
im afraid of
height
so, i chose to stay where i am
im afraid of
being myself
so, i chose to hide myself~
omg...im so fucking poor now..haiz..
somehow,i felt very dpressed whenever this happen...
(n it happens all the tyme)
cz,..its all my fault...d2 my dearest money-wasting-habit;..
some1 plz help me~~~~
我是誰?
我是谁
你是否常常这样问自己
我是谁
总是活在别人的期望里
我是谁
是谁又擅自帮你定义了
你是谁
只有不是自己才安全
为什么
你以为这个世界很美丽
为什么
你爱这个世界胜过爱自己
为什么
这个世界不给你平等待遇
为什么
到底做错了什么
*朋友都说你太 太 太奇怪
在背后把你当成笑 笑 笑话看
每一个动作都被瞎猜
他们说你是个不能容忍的存在
你想要的很 很 很简单
不过就是最普通的 的 的平凡
诚实做自己有时候很难
但是请你勇敢的试一次看看
**无论他们又说什么
闲言闲语无法伤害我
世界上只有一个我
没人能代替的我
无论他们又做什么
小动作无法打败我
我知道自己是最美丽的
The Most Beautiful~
会不会
上帝把你的灵魂放错了身体
会不会
是故意整你不是不小心
会不会
你常常都觉得力不从心
会不会
坚持要做自己太危险
凭什么
难道比较特别就是不对
凭什么
先下了注解在认识之前
凭什么
只不过想认真的活一遍
凭什么
随便就把人定罪
repeat *, **
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我是谁
这个问题困扰你多少天多少夜
我是谁
谁有资格决定你怎样才是对
我是谁 我是谁我是谁
我就是我你就是你
认真做自己的人最美丽
Thanks to me being a nocturnal human..
there was no lunch for me today :(
so, gotta cook it myself or else makan angin lo..
So,i cook myself a plate of fried rice..haha..i cant cook..n dats basically d knowledge i had on cooking...aka.. NOTHING...hahhaa..
so, i raid d fridge n took out what i think cud b used as ingredient...
n TA-DAAAA~~
Abalone sauce fried rice with italian herbs and scallop floss!!!
n surprisingly,it tasted good! (i might b biased tho..kakaa)
Written In The Stars
Oh written in the stars
A million miles away
A message to the main
Ooooh
Seasons come and go
But I will never change
And I’m on my way
[Tinie Tempah - Verse 1]
Lets go…
Yeah
You’re listening now
They say they aint heard nothing like this in a while
Thats why they play my song on so many different dials
Cause I got more hits than a disciplined child
When they see me everybody brrrrrap’s, brrrrrraps
Man I’m like a young gun fully black Barrack
I cried tear drops over the massive attack
I only make hits like I work with a racket and bat
Look at my jacket and hat
So damn berserk
So down to earth
I’m bringing gravity back
Adopted by the major I want my family back
People work hard just to get all their salary taxed
Look Im just a writer from the ghetto like Malory blackman
Where the hells all the sanity at, damn
I used to be the kid that no one cared about
Thats why you have to keep screaming til they hear you out
[Chorus]
Oh Written In The Stars
A Million Miles Away
A Message To The Main
Ooooh
Seasons Come And Go
But I Will Never Change
And I'm On My Way
[Tinie Tempah - Verse 2]
Yeah, I needed a change
When we ate we never took because we needed a change
I needed a break
For a sec I even gave up believing and praying
I even done the legal stuff and was leaded astray
Now money is the root to the evilist ways
But have you ever been so hungry that it keeps you awake
Mate, now my hunger would leave them amazed
Great, it feels like a long time coming, fam
Since the day I thought of that cunning plan
One day I had a dream I tried to chase it
But I wasn’t going nowhere, running man!
I knew that maybe someday I would understand
Trying to turn a tenner to a hundred grand
Everyones a kid that no-one cares about
You just have to keep screaming until they hear you out
[Chorus]
Oh Written In The Stars
A Million Miles Away
A Message To The Main
Ooooh
Seasons Come And Go
But I Will Never Change
And I'm On My Way
[Outro]
Artificial Sushi :)
As most of the ppl around me would had already know...
im a big sushi fan!
..haha...so,lately,every1 around me busy telling me how we could not eat sushi d2 the radioactive thingy..
:(
So,while i was helping my mum to prep kuihs for the Ching Ming...
..i came across a recipe with a pic dat appears lk sushi to me...
..hahahaha...
so,im tempted to make them...
AND
..i FINALLY make them today..
SEE~~
they looked pretty like sushi,aint them??
haha...like what they oways said... "bo hu,he toh ho..." (no fish,prawn aso can..)
well,these r made of glutinous rice with my fav red bean paste..haha...(ya..my other obsession...) n is eaten with osmanthus honey...
anyways...im nt dat gud with my languages..
...so, i was wondering wth is osmanthus...
it sounded pretty much like flowers from outer space to my ears...
(haha..all this while,i oni knew those common flowers..lk roses..daisies...etc..haha...)
nways, THANKS to GOOGLE n WIKIPEDIA,i found the alien flower...haha...
apparently,it's 1 of those flower commonly used in those movies to make those traditional chinese desserts..haha..Guihua..
(ok..fine..im really fascinated wt this cz it's d 1st time i've used them to make dessert n my 1st tyme see them...muahaha)
Born This Way?
...watching this...
makes me wonder
will i be lk her when im in her age?
like what Perez said...
"While there are instances when cosmetic surgery can greatly benefit a person’s life, we’re sad to hear the reason she has done this to her body — insecurity."
so much so that we (or mayb me) wud wanna love our body or self as it is,insecurities often slapped us on our face..telling us the ugly truth...
how many ppl can really do so??
hypnotizing her/himself dat "yea..IM FREAKING AMAZING....yea...IM PRETTy..." on dly basis when mother nature is doing her job??
growing up in a family that lacks praises n r filled wt abundance of criticism
i grew up believing
...im nt pretty...
...im fat...
...im short...
...n ntg gud can happen to poor ppl lk us...
so,if so happen, that i accidentally have a child(I MEAN ACCIDENTTALY),
i would tell him/her dat...
we r pretty in our own way
cz we're born this way
irony of life
it's funny how d person u wanna meet the most is also the person ur afraid to see as well
