wat-the-hell??

2moro ll be my last paper..
urmm..or rather my last ospe for this exm...
suddnly sadness and depression seems to be haunting me now..

..duno why..

but it seems that i learned to control my tears from the public this semester...and put on a smile on my face..hard but..i guess this is the best...
even though i might be suffering inside..but i don't think any1 care actually...
or did any1 ever cared??i only want a friend that care and to be there for me when i need him/her to be with me...is that a lil too greedy??i don't know..

im more than willing to be with my friend when they need me..i guess im over-dependent...

*cry*