Another day..

Cant believe I had lived for a QUARTER decade now.. whoop..I sound so old..

Life's been normal..too normal indeed.. and kinda routine..

All work n no play makes me a dull girl..hohoho...

maybe it's time to break outta this life and start living one... 

MAYBE

PERHAPS

INDEED 

.

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birthday...

its my bday again..

but this year..it feels so different..
im working d.. no more a student..
i dont have my family with me..
i dont have my bff with me..
i feel so alone suddenly..
i spend my day avoiding some crazy boss..
such miserable life..

exm??wat?!

been years since i last blogged~

n im actly blogging when im actly supposed to stdy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

owh shoots~

y am i so fucking lazy?

i SErioUsLy thinks its geNETIC...muahahaha..

i mean there's NOT a single soul in my family who is hardworking..

n d best part is we ALL share the same hobby...

haahhaa..dat is to watch tv n sleep..

*nways,im jz homesick*

hence, to compensate my boredom+exm mood+homesick..i bought tonnes of stuff...hahhahahahahahaahahahahahah!!!!!!!!!

bye~

in my life, i had never thought of running away from home,

no matter how screwed up my life had been..

but at this moment,i felt like running away..

not away from home but away from my life..

away from evrything..

away from people..

away from my thoughts..

away~

for ppl that loved me,

i love u too..

not as much as u do but even more..

I've tried to be strong

I've tried to live alone

I've tried not to bother others

yet

i"m not strong enuf

i'm really that bothersome

n my tears are really that uncontrollable sometimes

i wished i had some1

i wished im not alone

i wish..

~have u ever felt heart so broken that its painful to even breathe?~

sick AGAIN

&

as always

HATE to be ALL ALONE

Owhh-emmm-Geee

i FEEL poor

i mean

I AM POOR

~gosh...hate this feeling~