h0rm0naL imbaLancE??

nt in a gud mood nw....
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.....*thinking*.....

i dunno too...can any1 tell me y??n wat to do??

myb PMS kua...

or izit d2 guilt of not stdying??

or mayb cz i hav my longcase around d corner???

*can sum1 help me??*

disappointment...random....heart...

haiz...im disappointed with everythng around me..

with myself,my life and basically everyting around me..feel so shitty...feel so wrong...but wat's wrong???i duno...no answer...damn...

i dun feel lik doin anythng....

i dun feel like studying...

i dun really feel like sleeping aso.,.

but hv to cz im feeling very2 tired lately..duno y....i even feel a slight pain at my chest...thnk god dat it doesnt radiate to my arm...lolx..

i dunno wats wrong with myself..im worried abt my heart but yet i gt d feeling dat it's jz me being a lil hypochondriac with my condition...i still hav tat palpitation sometime but i dun tell any1 dis time,..scared dat they'll drag me to d doc...n d most important thing is...i dun wan my mum to worry...she's getting so worried abt me sumtims...

i dun evn feel lik calling home nw...unlike lastime wen i nid to call home few times in a week.,.nw i dun even call home once a week..it's not dat i dun miss them..itz jz dat i think d longer i stay away frm home, d less topic i hav with em..it's saddening kan??ya..i noe...n yes...i still love em dearly n tis wud not change 4eva...eventho now dat i realise ppl can be selfish at times..n tis includes ur own sibling...but again...who's not???im not an angel myself...me too hav those time dat i think im selfish...no 1 is perfect..but it stll hurt me...

we're ONLY human....

~xoxo~

wat-the-hell??

2moro ll be my last paper..
urmm..or rather my last ospe for this exm...
suddnly sadness and depression seems to be haunting me now..

..duno why..

but it seems that i learned to control my tears from the public this semester...and put on a smile on my face..hard but..i guess this is the best...
even though i might be suffering inside..but i don't think any1 care actually...
or did any1 ever cared??i only want a friend that care and to be there for me when i need him/her to be with me...is that a lil too greedy??i don't know..

im more than willing to be with my friend when they need me..i guess im over-dependent...

*cry*

insomnia??

DAMNIT!!!!

Hw can any1 possibly have insomnia drg her holiday??
hmmm...can any1 tell me wat's wrong with me????

~~sob sob sob~~

I wanna sleep la...any idea on hw to treat insomnia??
p.s:i dun wan any pharm-related solutions...hahaha....

fine~~
i din really baring there, thinking abt sheeps...
instead,im thinking abt something i shud hav forgotten long long tyme ago~~
sad~~~sad~~sad~~