...i feeL s0 terRible tday...
...eaRly morNing adY keNa maRah drg wRdr0und...
...dr.n**** actly asked me whether i nid a invitation card to present my case...
...i wasnt prepared...
...s0 kenA marAh bY dr L** **...
...mY baD...
...nExt...
...weNt to laBor rum...
..feW paTients OnlY...
...d nW HO is s0 irriTatinG...
...0r maYbe i waS t0 irriTable d2 the mOrning r0unDs...
...hmmm...
...tHen...
...tuTorial...
...iT wasnT producTive to0...
...a Lot of Ppl waS talkinG...
...cNt conC...
...afTer thaT...
...mE n jIa YinG ruShed to uNit rekoD...
..to0k sum picS of d InadEquate inFo...
...ruShed bACk to LabOur r00m...
...wenT to 1 oF the rumS...
...suDDnlY aLL d miDwives haLAu me n jiayINg ouT...
...guess whY??...
...IUD...
...iTs so sad...
..feel so glo0my n d0wn sdnly...
...n thEn i gt t0 knw theRe's an0ther deaTh b4 tis...myb drg ouR lectUre kowt...
...wat'S wrOng wiTh 2daY??..
...n tHen...
..weN i fiNally gt mYself togetHer n takIng carE of my pt...
...my pt pulaK bcuM restless d2 paIn...
...d epiduRal tak jaLan la..tis n taT...
..i waS s0 scAred aT dat tIme...
...cZ d miDwive-in-chaRged wasNt theRe at tat tIme...
...i feLt so uSeleSs...
...i feLt so vulNerable...
...i felT so infeRior...
...i feLt so stUpid...
...i feLt so lOst...
...eaRly morNing adY keNa maRah drg wRdr0und...
...dr.n**** actly asked me whether i nid a invitation card to present my case...
...i wasnt prepared...
...s0 kenA marAh bY dr L** **...
...mY baD...
...nExt...
...weNt to laBor rum...
..feW paTients OnlY...
...d nW HO is s0 irriTatinG...
...0r maYbe i waS t0 irriTable d2 the mOrning r0unDs...
...hmmm...
...tHen...
...tuTorial...
...iT wasnT producTive to0...
...a Lot of Ppl waS talkinG...
...cNt conC...
...afTer thaT...
...mE n jIa YinG ruShed to uNit rekoD...
..to0k sum picS of d InadEquate inFo...
...ruShed bACk to LabOur r00m...
...wenT to 1 oF the rumS...
...suDDnlY aLL d miDwives haLAu me n jiayINg ouT...
...guess whY??...
...IUD...
...iTs so sad...
..feel so glo0my n d0wn sdnly...
...n thEn i gt t0 knw theRe's an0ther deaTh b4 tis...myb drg ouR lectUre kowt...
...wat'S wrOng wiTh 2daY??..
...n tHen...
..weN i fiNally gt mYself togetHer n takIng carE of my pt...
...my pt pulaK bcuM restless d2 paIn...
...d epiduRal tak jaLan la..tis n taT...
..i waS s0 scAred aT dat tIme...
...cZ d miDwive-in-chaRged wasNt theRe at tat tIme...
...i feLt so uSeleSs...
...i feLt so vulNerable...
...i felT so infeRior...
...i feLt so stUpid...
...i feLt so lOst...
