Clinical is c0ming...damnit...

my holiday is coming to an end soon...

-sad-

din do anything beneficial this holiday...like usual...
hmmm....feel kinda guilty actly...coz there'll be a formative during our orientation...{n i HATE orientation}...OYA....n the thought of dat stupid PPD camp aso make me depressed...

-bertambah sad-

feel so clueless abt clinical...gonna hav panic attack soon...but the more i scared...the more i dun wanna study...darnn....HOW BAD IS THAT??

-another reason to be SUPER sad-

It's all over now...but again...is it OVER??

finally...it's ALL over...

i guess...
every nightmare have to come to an end...
or will it?
somehow or rather i have a bad feeling that it's coming back to HAUNT me soon...

will i be STRONG enough that time??
or will i be as fragile as before...
feel so vulnerable suddenly...
damnit...


i'm not feeling alright-not at all...
but my brain and mind is asking me to be happy...
or AT LEAST-fake it,gal!
i know i have to fake it...
my smile,my laughter and my gesture...what-so-ever...

but some pieces of my heart is not here with me... and it hurts whenever i fake a smile....

HoLidaY is G0na End s0on...s0b...

[a pic of mE n mY sis]

It's ady saT m0rniNg...

s0 sAd...

a Lil dePresseD as aLways...

Th0 im daMn b0reD aT h0me...

tHo n0T evErytHing is pLeasant tis HoldAY...

bUT....

h0me swIt h0me...

N im g0na mis'em s0 baDly...

kLah...n0 mood Lia0w...



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