it's d time of the year

when i missed u deeply

it's d time of the year

when i felt u around me

it's d time of the year

when i wished u were here next to me

it's d time of the year

when i wonder what are u doing

when i hoped the best is with u

when i wana whisper "i love you" next to u

If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea

I'll sail the world to find you

If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see

I'll be the light to guide you

Find out what we're made of

What we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like one, two, three

I'll be there and I know when I need it

I can count on you like four, three, two

And you'll be there 'cause that's what friends

Are supposed to do, oh yeah, ooh, ooh

If you toss and you turn and you just can't fall asleep

I'll sing a song beside you

And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me

Everyday I will remind you

Find out what we're made of

What we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like one, two, three

I'll be there and I know when I need it

I can count on you like four, three, two

And you'll be there 'cause that's what friends

Are supposed to do, oh yeah, ooh, ooh, yeah, yeah

You'll always have my shoulder when you cry

I'll never let go, never say goodbye

You can count on me like one, two, three

I'll be there and I know when I need it

I can count on you like four, three, two

And you'll be there 'cause that's what friends

Are supposed to do, oh yeah, ooh, ooh

You can count on me 'cause I can count on you

some people said honesty is the best policy

but

i say

acting is sometimes the best

*read this somewhere*

....病了，一个人扛......

...烦了，一个人藏..

...痛了，一个人挡...

...街上，一个人逛...

...路上，一个人想...

...晚上，一个人的床…

...慢慢地习惯了一个人的生活...

...变得沉默...

...变得冷落...

...没了想理...

...不想说...

...不想看...

...我不是高傲...

...也不是胡闹...

~只是厌倦了那些随时可能失去的依靠~

Do u ever feel so scared n insecure that u felt like screaming out loud..

Sometimes

Sometimes, things don't go my way..

Hence, I'm afraid to move unless I need to...

Sometimes, things go wrong when they are supposed to go right..

Hence, I remained in the center, reluctant to take any wrong-turns..

Sometimes, i'm so afraid to lose,

Hence, i chose to give up b4 i try my best..

Sometimes, i'm so afraid of good-byes,

Hence, I bid farewell b4 others do...

Sometimes, i'm so afraid of failure,

Hence, I failed myself even b4 starting the journey...

"Sometimes" does not really happen at times..

And yet, bcoz im so afraid of that "sometimes", i stayed the same place since then...

Somehow, Someway, Someday perhaps..

As much as i knew the importance of education,

I somehow wished that i would not need to study hard..

As much as I knew how everyone like pretty people,

I somehow wished inner beauty counts more than what we had outside...

As much as I need money,

I somehow wished money is a small matter...

As much as I knew I need to be dedicated & responsible,

I somehow wished there is moment that I could be rebellious...

As much as I knew we need to think for others,

I somehow wished somebody could think for me too...

As much I loved being independent...

I somehow wished I had a shoulder to lean on and someone to depend on...

~Because I'm feeling EXTREMELY tired~

+p.e.r.i.o.d+